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Josephine

by Tom Jolu

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1.
I've Changed 03:53
I'll gladly rip my skin in two Just to feel the pain. I'll snap my shins in half so you can smile again. Three feet in for all my sin and I'm the only one to blame. I used to be so happy. Maybe I've Changed. I'm walking stuck in circles. Every day's the same. I say I'm champion for difference, an opponent for stagnate plains. But if you see my actions the scenery is always the same. I used to be so driven. Maybe I've changed.
2.
Josephine 04:00
It's been a whole year since you've been away. And in all of that time, everything has changed. I've forgotten the sound of your voice when you used to yell up the stairs. But the one thing I remember is, you did what you wanted, you didn't care. They couldn't make you settle, couldn't make you settle, Settle down. In the back of my mind I remember the bracelet you wore. It was blue and had three letters D-N-R. You fought so hard You fought so long we told them all that you would win. And even though you fought so hard and fought so long... In the end I guess you did. they couldn't make you settle, Couldn't make you settle, Settle down.
3.
Some Day 03:34
I'm not as sad as I used to be. But the ground is cold, just like me. But things will be okay, Cause spring is on its way. I'm not as sad as i used to be. But the ground is cold, just like me. they say spring is on it's way but not today. I'm not as sad as I used to be. But the ground is cold, just like me. But things will be okay, Cause spring is on its way.
4.
Runnin' Away 04:49
Breakin' my fingers to the bone. Treatin' my head like a rollin' stone. Doin' everything I can to avoid a scene. Things are slowin' down like I knew they would and you're springin' the news on me I know it ain't good. you're gettin' hitched and want to know what I think. This'll end the silence for me. I don't want a part, don't want a part in anything. I wish I could say everything I wanted to say but I don't got the time. I'm shakin' your hand, and smilin', and I'm wishing you well, but the back of my mind I'm thinkin', "oh Jesus, hell you're moving far, far away from your past." Yes oh yes, well it may be love, and yes you think that it was sent from heaven above, but I don't believe in fairy tales no more. I may be cryin' everyday, but at least I'm not, at least I'm not runnin' away. I wish I could say everything I wanted to say but I don't got the time. You say we're family, but it's not how it feels to me. You say we're family You say we're family, but it's not how it feels to me. You say we're family. You say we're family, but it's not how it feels to me, You say we're family. Shut the fuck up, and run away. I wish I could say everything I wanted to say but I don't got the time.
5.
I'll Wait 05:30
I've been sitting, waiting for you, and it's been an hour or two. I could close my eyes and sleep, but nothing works for me. I'm bleeding and I'm reading and I'm watching the days go by. I could leave. I could go, but you would never know. So I'll wait, I'll wait for you. I know it's evil, but I want to watch you burn. You say we're cheating, but we're only taking turns. You say you think you know, but first I'm going to say, that we will never grow, only fade away. So I'll wait, I'll wait for you. Just so we're clear, I don't care what you say. I don't care, But I do.
6.
Oh god it's Friday night and I'm feeling good. Things are hot and heavy, like I knew they would. I'm dreaming that this could be every day for me. I won't save myself. I'll let you break my legs if you want, you'll see. I won't save myself, 'cause in the end my worth ain't worth a damn to me. It doesn't even matter what I have to say, 'cause by tomorrow morning I'll be gone away. This meaningless sex has lost it's meaning to me. I won't save myself. I'll let you break my legs if you want, you'll see. I won't save myself, 'cause in the end my worth ain't worth a damn to me. la da da da da da da da da da da da da da I won't save myself. I'll let you break my legs if you want, you'll see. I won't save myself, 'cause in the end my worth ain't worth a damn to me.
7.
You're Right 04:29
I guess everything I said meant nothing. I guess all my kind words, they weren't true. I guess all of my songs and my poems, and letters, were meant for someone else, and not for you. You just ate up every line. I did not have the heart to tell you in time. But you brought me to the light today. Showing me that I lied Every day. It wasn't a falling out in the end. I guess I lied I guess you're right every day. You're so damn right. You don't have to forgive me you don't have to say yes, no, Maybe so, you could just walk away. You could give me the finger and I would be fine with that fine with that fine with that either way. Every day slowly ticks on by I cannot deal with myself and all my lies. But you brought me to the light today. Showing me that I lied Every day. It wasn't a falling out in the end. I guess I lied I guess you're right every day. every day 'Cause I'm a liar, I'm a faker, I'm everything I said that I wouldn't be I'm a liar. Thank you for showing me. But you brought me to the light today. Showing me that I lied Every day. It wasn't a falling out in the end. I guess I lied I guess you're right every day. You're so damn right.
8.
Missed Calls 02:56
9.
Every Line 04:59
I don't want to stay, but I don't want to go. I just don't want to get stuck in the undertow. So, I'll keep talking and talking about my day. and you'll keep staring and staring into space. and I'll keep talking and talking about my day. but you're there, yeah you're there. I'll memorize Every line in your face. So you ask me today, "How you doing, son?" The only thing that I know, is i don't, i don't know. I'll let you know, let you know how I feel, When I feel. I'll memorize Every line in your face.

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This album is dedicated to my mother, who, quite suddenly, died two years ago. Every song written, in some way, shape, or form, has to do with me dealing with life after her death.

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released July 8, 2015

Produced by Tom Lewis and Jeremy Kinney
Engineered by Jeremy Kinney
All songs written by Tom Lewis
All Drums preformed by Jeremy Kinney

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Tom Jolu New York

Bringing together elements of folk sensibilities, thoughtful lyricism and a punk rock attitude, Tom Jolu is the manifestation of singer/songwriter Tom Lewis's diverse talents. Born out of a decade of playing punk rock clubs, dive bars and basements, Tom Jolu builds on the legacy of multi-instrumentalist songwriters, crafting songs that are both simple to sing along with but layered in complexity. ... more

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